HEY EVERY ONE IF YOU VISIT MY PAGE PLZ AT LEAST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE. I KEEP HAVING PPL COME ON TO MY PAGE AND THEY DONT LEAVE ME ANY MESSAGES
I DONT MIND IF ITS UR FIRST TIME ON MY PAGE BUT WHEN I GET THE SAME PPLZ ON MY PAGE DAY AFTER DAY IT GETS KINDA ANNOYING AND SRRY TO SAY BUT A LOT OF THE PPL THAT DO IT ARE ON MY FRIEND LIST.....SO YEAH IF U VISIT MY PAGE PLZ PLZ PLZ LEAVE ME SOMETHING TO READ....THNX.... luv ya all ~Rakasha~
     
Lifes just a blast thats movin really fast u better stay on top or we'll kick u in the ass.... as i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i take a look at my life and realize ther'es nothin left cuz ive been blastin and laughin so long that even my momma thinks that my mind is gone but i aint never crossed a man that didnt deserve it he be treated like a punk u know thats unheard of you better watch how your talkin and where your walkin or you and your homies might be lined in chalk i really hate to trip but i gotta go as they croak i see my self in the pistle smoke foo.... crazy i wuz crazy once they locked me in a room i died in that room why cuz i wuz crazy crazy i wuz crazy once they locked me in a room i died in that room why cuz i wuz crazy....... FIRE!!!! FIRE!!!! FIRE!!!!
Well thats the first part of my description i think....or is it the second.....or third....well who cares ne ways its not like ur gonna read it cuz all i do is babble about random shit.....kinda like now but i just thought i would get it out of the way since i have nothing better to do and i need to do something that will take up space on my page cuz its really boring and short and every1 else has these really long pages that take like five minutes just to scroll down to the bottom. lol. well ne ways im not goin to put stuff about me up on my description cuz it would take to long and im just lazy like that so if u want to know more than u already dont know about me just send me a message and start a convo. and ill tell u any thing that u want to know....well maby that all depends on if im online or not cuz u can send me messages and ask me questions but if im not online then obviously i cant write back. well im gonna get goin now but b4 i go im gonna send my love out to my friends that i just met not to long ago kelsey, erica, keeper and kay-lee i love u all. Hey jeff ryan tamra and kyle i know u have all been buggin me about this so yes i have finally gotten off my lazy ass and added u four. tamra i love u and u know it. jeff and ryan u guys have been there with me for the longest out of all my friends and kyle ur a real pain in the ass but ur awsome ne ways. o yeah cant forget satan and the lizard king. adam ive got to try that shit. Hey Ricky ur awsome u have been there for me a lot through the three years we have known each other and i just want to thank u for all uve done. I have aquired quite a few new friends that i would like to recognize and say hi to cuz im special like that.....wait they are special like that.....ummmm.... i think i got that right. idk. wut ever. u can figure it out. but ne ways brittany u are one psycho lil girl and yes in age u are lil. well so arent most of my friends just like u malorie. yes ur 18 but ur still younger than me so HA!!! I WIN DAMNIT!!! Dont worry i still love u. Libby A.K.A. Trip u know i love u dont forget that. i will see u soon.

My poems and writings that i feel like sharing


     MY BLOODY BLADE
    Now lay me down to sleep
    Down for my eternal rest
    See the bloody blade I keep
    The one I used to cut my wrist
    When it's done if noone weeps
    Then I'll know I won't be missed


           By:Josh Morrill
        A.K.A. [~Rakasha~]


people tell me to be my self, fuck that ,they would never except me for who i really am. all people ever see of me is this mask, this fake identity that i have been useing just to fit in. when i look in the mirror each day i see the scars, i still see the thousands of scars that have been placed upon me, not physical scars but emotional ones that have cut deep inside my heart and soul by the many that wouldn't except me for who i really am. people do not see these scars because of this mask that i wear, they only see the physical scars that i have cut into my flesh when ever i think about how much i want someone to except me, the real me.
people say that i just cut for attention and that i dont have any real reason for doing it and thats what keeps me cutting myself. one of these times i may end up going over board and cutting deep enough to where my life cannot be saved. what will people think then? what will they say? when it happens i hope those motherfuckers realize that i wasnt doing it for attention and i hope that they realize that they were the ones who caused me to think that there wasnt anything in my life to live for and that they are the reason why i am now drained of all my blood lying in a wooden coffin six feet underground for my eternal rest. so now do you all see why i hide behind this mask? when people tell me to be myself i'm affraid of what that will lead to.
       
           By:Josh Morrill
        A.K.A. [~Rakasha~]
 
     i see the blade
     i see the line
     of the death
     that will soon be mine
     i make the cut
     i feel the blood
     run down my arm
     i cut again
     to release the pain
     my body goes cold
     things will never be the same
     now im dead
     ive ended it all
     i hope every one is happy
     that they have caused me to fall
        
          By:Josh Morrill
        A.K.A. [~Rakasha~]
   
Hey every one i have determind my date of death. For all u that actually care i will be dying: Friday, March 19, 2060


I am worth $1,009,000.00 on HumanForSale.com













My fav. songs


"So Cold"





Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run


You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die


Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try


If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry


You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time


[Chorus x2]


It's alright [x9]


   
   "Cold"-Crossfade



[verse 1]


Lookin back at me i see that i never really got it right, i never stopped to think of you, im always wraped up in things i cannot win. You are the antidote that gets me by something strong like the drug that gets me high.


[Chelsea Belsea] x2


What I really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am


[background]


i never meant to be so cold never meant to be so cold


[verse 2]


to you im sorry about all the lies, maby in a different light you can see me standing on my own again and now i cant see. you are the antidote that got me high something strong like the drug that got me high


[Chelsea Belsea] x2


[verse3]


i never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that i keep, locked up inside of me so deep, it always seems to get to me,
i never really wanted you to go theres so many things you should have known i guess i just wanted you to know i never meant to be so cold


[Chelsea Belsea] x2


DRAGULA BY: ROB ZOMBIE



Dead I am the one, Exterminating son
Slipping through the trees, strangling the breeze
Dead I am the sky, watching angels cry
As they slowly turn, conquering the worm



Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the back of my
Dragula



Dead I am the pool, spreading from the fool
Weak anmd want you need, nowhere as you bleed
Dead I am the rat, feast upon the cat
Tender is the fur, dying as you purr



Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula
Do it baby, Do it baby
Do it baby, Do it baby
Burn like an animal



Dead I am the life, dig into the skin
Knuckle crack the bone, 21 to win
Dead I am the dog, hound of hell you cry
Devil on your back, I can never die



Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula
Do it baby, Do it baby
Do it baby, Do it baby
Burn like an animal
Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches, I slam in the Back of my
Dragula


Living Dead Girl^~ Rob Zombie



Rage in the cage
And piss upon the stage
There's only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil's wing



Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl



Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl



Raping the geek
And hustling the freak
Like a hunchback juice
On a sentimental noose
Operation filth
They love to love the wealth
Of an SS Whore
Making scary sounds



Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl



Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl



Psyclone Jack
Hallucinating Hack
Thinks Donna Reed
Eats dollar bills
Goldfoot machine
Creates another fiend
So Beautiful,
They make you kill



Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl



Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl














Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Moderat
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate


These two guys are in one of the aisles of a
grocery store. one guys walks up behinde the other one and says "excuse me" very politely but the guy didnt move so the guy said again less politely this time "excuse me". the guys still didnt move or even act like he heard ne thing at all so the guy calls out "wut the fuck is the matter with u? are u deaf dumb and blind or something?" and the other guys turns around, looks the guy right in the eye and says "i may b deaf and blind but im not fuckin dumb!"








   








*DAMN THOSE PINK ELEPHANTS!!!! They keep stealing my shoes and the purple monkies are have wild monkey sex in my shower. HELP!!!!*


*cant sleep or the clowns will eat me cant sleep or the clowns will eat me cant sleep or the clowns will eat me*


*People live and people die
But in the end we all get high
So if at first you don't succeed
Fuck the world smoke some weed*


*life sux then u die so fuck the world and go get high*


*jack and jill went up the hill to smoke some marajuana jack got high and dropped his fly and jill said i dont wanna*


*i would if i could but i cant so i wont damnit*


*sex is like math:
add the bed
subtract the clothes
divide the legs
and hope u dont multiply*


*now lay me down to sleep with a bottle of vodka at my feet if i die before i wake tell my ninjas i drink it straight*


*happy, happy
joy, joy
i'm a kinky sex toy
beat me, bite me
make me bleed
kinky sex is what i need* thnx [isolation_thirst]


420+69=one hell of a time


heh heh alright


milk milk lemonade around the corners' where fudge is made


this is my rifle this is my gun this one is for shooting and this one is for fun


hey have you seen these yet there funny . .
    
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses
on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something,
ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in"
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone
has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors".
7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the
prophecy."
8. Don't use any punctuation marks
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
10. Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they
answer.
11. Specify tha! t your drive-through! order is "to go".
12. Sing along at the opera.
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape
of jungle sounds all day.
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend
their party because you're not in the mood.
16. Have your coworkers address you by your wrestling name,
Rock Hard Devon.
17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I won!", "I won!"
"3rd time this week!!!!!"
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot,
yelling "run for your lives, they're loose!!"
19. Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are
going to have to let one of you go."
20. Put this in all of your profiles.


things a guy does not want to hear in bed:


1. awww its so cute can i pet it?
2. how cute hes hiding.
3. ummmm.....where is it?
4. r u in yet?
5. what is it?
6. where do u keep the magnifying glass and the tweezers?
7. ur done already?
8. wow that wuz the worst three seconds of my life.
9. did u just get out of a cold shower?
10. i hope thats not the size of ur hard-on.
11. dont worry it will grow.


http://forporn.ytmnd.com/
http://Harry.ytmnd.com
http://mario.ytmnd.com/


What GUYS really mean when
they type in the color:
.•:*¨°•.¸.• * -:∫:-.•:*¨°•.¸.• *
-Black -- I'm horney
-Green -- I love you!
-Blue -- Im cool!
-Purple -- I'm Sexy!
-Pink -- I'm pimpin
-Red -- I'm feeling romantic!
-Yellow -- I'm happy!
-Orange -- I'm a psycho!
-Aqua -- I'm sad!
^Wuts ur guy usin??^





.•:*¨°•.¸.• * -:∫:-.•:*¨°•.¸.• *
What GIRLS really mean when
they type in the color:
.•:*¨°•.¸.• * -:∫:-.•:*¨°•.¸.• *
- Blue -- I'm flirty!
- Pink -- I'm Sexy!
- Red -- I LOVE YOU!
- Green -- Feelin' a little crazy!
- Orange -- I'm happy
- Yellow -- Cheerful
- Purple -- Feelin' Girly
- Aqua -- Moody
- * Funny Condom Mottos * -
Nike Condoms: Just do it.
Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby.
Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop.
Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but made for a woman.
Ford Condoms: The best never rest.
Chevy Condoms: Like a rock.
Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever.
KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good.
Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one.
The Carl's Jr. Condom: If it doesn't get all over the place, it doesn't
M&M condom: 'It melts in your mouth, not in your hands!'
MCI: for friends and family
Kix - kid tested, mother approved
Nokia -- Connecting People

i clench my hand into a fist i slide the blade across my wrist i feel the blood run down my arm bleeding slowly nice and warm i cut again but going deeper i feel my heart beating faster the blood flows faster now as i drop to my knees on the ground i lean my body against the tub looking at the floor covered in blood my body goes weak my body goes cold now lay me down to my grave now that my life cant b saved and with me ill bring secrets never told


i cut my wrist to feel the pain i feel the blood flow from my veins down my arm in a bloody mess when its done lay me down to rest in my coffin in my grave in my mind its the only way to end my suffering to end my pain since i have nothing to lose and everything to gain


FUN STUFF TO DO AT THE MALL!!!!!!
1. Drop all your change on the ground near a vending machine and pick it up via crawling.



2. Ask for a price check at the Dollar Store- without the tax.



3. Follow a family and pretend you are the long lost child they gave up for adoption during the blizzard of 76. When they deny it, walk away.



4. Set up a DDR right in the middle of a walkway and REVOLUTIONIZE THE MALL WALKWAY!!! (You may need some extension cords for this, but that'll be the least of your problems)



5. Only use pennies to pay for things (or you can cheat and use dollar bills too)



6. Talk to inanimate objects.



7. Have a staring contest with a statue and wonder outloud why you keep losing.



8. Follow people and make loud footsteps. Tell them to stop it when they look at you-that's your cue to walk normal. Continue.



9. Obscure extremely important signs.



10. Make funny faces while trying to hold a conversation.



11. Poke fake food.



12. Hide in clothes racks and jump out at shoppers, but make sure there's room for you in there first. When this goes wrong, it hurts.



13. Introduce yourself as 'Meryl' and 'Millie' to random passersby (this only works with two people, duh). It's more convincing when you ramble about insurance, too.



14. Poke people.



15. Try the products.



16. If ever you find your hands too moisturized in the Bath and Body Works, comment on the soft robes they have. (This makes no sense to you, but it still makes for a good time.)



17. Draw on people's faces and send them to buy stuff or ask questions.



18. Beat up random things.



19. Sit on a bench and feed imaginary birds.



20. Play 'The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly' on the Carousel.



21. Make piles of stuff and then bury people in it.



22. Put your face real close to glass windows.



23. Bump into things (preferably glass windows).



24. If you do bump into a shiny glass window, ask people "What this new age contraption is”



25. Host Woodstock '04.



26. Dance your brains out at Woodstock '04.



27. Hide in the directories if they're leaning against each other in a triangle shape- sorta like ^, but bigger.



28. Make it your mission to cut as many people off as you can. Have a contest with your friends.



29. Say a certain word in every sentence, like 'macaroni'.



30. Stare at things. People will then stare at that thing. Then stare at the person.



31. Stare at someone, but when they look, look away. Slowly look back. Continue.



32. Speak Gibberish. Ask questions in gibberish.



33. Ask questions with obvious answers.



34. Sit on people and when they realize it say "Oops- Sorry! I didn’t see you there!"



35. Put on a fake mustache and act dastardly.



36. With a friend, pretend you're a foreign exchange student from some made up country. Who are they to know every single country in the world?



37. Host an art/stuff you found in the garbage auction.



38. Tell a store clerk that you lost your brother as a friend stands right next to you.



39. Run up to people and say "Here she is!"



40. Bring your imaginary friend.



41. Wear signs that say funny stuff (like pointless Trigun quotes)



42. Go into a picture booth. Take pictures, then hand them out to random people. Autographs optional.



43. Jazzercise in the elevator.



44. Act like the elevator operator in the elevator.



45. Start a conga line, and go into the elevator, which will hopefully cut off the end of the line, and tell the people in the elevator that you're "Glad they're gone".



46. Stick little notes on merchandise (like a ring that says 'The One' or you can try to put the whole inscription on it, but that's really hard to fit on a piece of paper)



47. Try to use words starting with the same letter as much as possible.



48. Have a fake fist fight with a friend.



49. Put random things on your head.



50. Salute people who walk by.



51. Go shopping for your attack hamster (see Safety Tips by Martha)



52. Pretend to be sick and cough/sneeze on people.



53. Stuff notes in pants pockets (like 'I'm your new pocket-gnome, Larry' or 'Camphor').



54. Tape things together.



55. ‘Accidentally’ fall down. Crutches come in handy for this one. So to digital cameras.



56. Buy dog collars for you and your friends. Better yet, get some ID tags to eliminate any confusion.



57. Pretend the glass elevator is a teleporter and scream, "BEAM ME UP, SCOTTY!"



58. Tape "Kick Me" signs on people.



59. Act out famous movie scenes.



60. Talk like a robot.



61. Consult your handy stuffed animal on which shade of blue eyeshadow you should get.



62. Act like James Bond and roll around on the ground whenever you have to get somewhere.



63. Slap people with a glove and say, "I challenge you to a duel!"



64. Actually duel in the proper Harry Potter fashion, pencils and all.



65. Talk through a sock puppet.



66. Save some ketchup packets from McDonald's to snack on later--and tell the nice people staring at you that it's 'astronaut food'.



67. Teach some parrots at the pet shop some new vocabulary.



68. Build a porch/deck at sears--they have all the tools ya need.



69. Ask any appliance salespeople if they have a tv that speaks English.



70. While you're at sears in the tool section, ask a salesperson how well certain saw cuts through bone.



71. Rummage through a bin of jellybeans in a candy store-and claim you're looking for an expensive earring.



72. Answer any service phones that ring with the traditional 'Pizza Hut' (or if you're a spaz like me, Pizza the Hut)



73. Pretend to be a manequin and stand very still in store windows. Scream occasionally.



74. Wave at the secrurity cameras.



75. Make up songs about mispronounced words.



76. Sing 'Toxic' to bystanders and do all the coreography from the video. They won't mind at all.



77. Ride the Hate Doll around!



78. If you're at the national mall, fly little egg-shooting monkeys around, preferrably aiming at bush. It would help to have a camera mounted on the monkey as well.


thnx [gothic_freak666]


OTHER FUNNY CRAP!!!


1. If someone (a.k.a strangers) looks suspicious, shout "I caught ya!"



2. Warn people about your tendancy to spontaniously combust and then come back in goat form.



3. When the cops ask what you were doing, tell them that you were looking for Pippin because Pippin Took My Socks!!!!!



4. If you have a beard, don't trip.



5. Look both ways before crossing directories.



6. Wear bright colors so people can see you.



7. Run, don't walk!



8. Read the signs, they might be a clue.



9. Wear a life jacket in case you fall in the fountain.



10. Remember to ask, "Are you flammable?" when you greet people.



11. Wear sunblock.



12. Bring band-aids in case your nose hurts.



13. It's better to communicate via smoke signals, so bring your campfire kit.



14. Bring a tent- you never know when a pesky blizzard will pop up.



15. Don't ignore those signs.



16. Bring an gas mask and oxygen tank in case someone releases poison gases.



17. Bring duct tape so you can seal yourself off in a "secret" room.



18. Only talk to strangers wearing purple.



19. All other strangers not wearing purple are bad- those canniving weirdos are plotting to take away your duct tape!



20. Wear pillows all over in case you fall. These will lower the risk of boo-boos, ouchies, and/or owies.



21. If you have to talk, make sure everyone around you knows about it first. You'd be surprised how many injuries result from people talking without warning.



22. Bring a deck of cards in case you get stuck in the line for the drinking fountain.



23. Bring a blanket in case it gets too cold for your wee arms.



24. Don't use your usual voice, they might be on to you.....



25. Bring an ice pack in case your wee arms get hot.



26. Bring a hamster in case someone is robbing you. It will attack.



27. Kick people not wearing purple..



28. Bring your grandma.....she'll use her inhuman powers to buy your every wish. GO GRANDMA!!! 



29. When the person who has your leash says heel you should heel.



30. Wear goggles to protect your wee eyes from fingers and pointy walls.



32. Don't say naughty words.....Santa is always watching......



33. If you must dress up for your favorite movie, don't mess up. Frodos do not react well with Harrys.



34. Playing hangman in the middle of the walkway can be dangerous. Not only is the floor never cleaned, but you could get shot by the stray bullet of a bargain hunter.


thnx [gothic_freak666]








1. Get 24 boxes of condoms &randomly put them in people's carts
when
they aren't looking.





2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5 minute
intervals.





3 . Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest
rooms.





4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
"Code 3
in housewares," and see what happens.





5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on
lay-away.





6. Move a "CAUTION - WET FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area.





7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department.





8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask "Why can't you people just leave me alone? "





9. Look right into the security camera, use it as a mirror and pick your nose.





10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the antidepressants are.





11. Dart around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the theme from "Mission Impossible."





12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.





13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say "PICK ME! PICK ME!" " PICK ME... PICK ME!!!





14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal
position and scream "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!"





And last but not least:








15. Go into a fitting room, shut the door and wait a while and then yell loudly "There's no toilet paper in here".


Lose Yourself


Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted…One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?


His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There’s vomit on his sweater already, mom’s spaghetti
He’s nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won’t come out
He’s chokin, how everybody’s jokin now
The clock’s run out, time’s up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He’s so mad, but he won’t give up that easy
Is he? No
He won’t have it , he knows his whole back city’s ropes
It don’t matter, he’s dope
He knows that, but he’s broke
He’s so stacked that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that’s when it’s
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don’t pass him


Chorus X2


You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo


The soul’s escaping, through this hole that it’s gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom’s close to post mortar
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows its all over, these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he’s know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He’s grown farther from home, he’s no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water
These ho's don’t want him no mo, he’s cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it’s old potna, but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da


Chorus X2


No more games, I’ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody’s payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can’t get by with my 9 to 5
And I can’t provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don’t buy diapers
And it’s no movie, there’s no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it’s getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
Teeter totter, caught up between bein a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama’s screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotomy
Has gotten me to the point, I’m like a snail
I’ve got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure’s not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer has got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem’s lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got


Chorus X2


You can do anything you set your mind to, man



tears of blood pour down my face
dreams of what could, haunt my dreams
memories of were, cloud my mind





open wounds or nastey scars
stress marks my arms
death calls in ziz-zag lines





every drop of blood is a tear never shed
ever cut is a problem never faced
is it release or just another problem?





people see and turn away
do i need help or am i hopeless?
why should i live my life this way?





by shimmery blade and glinting steel
starp with razers edge
bites deeply into my flesh





heaven dont want me
hell wont take me
my fate is sealed





the bottle and blade are my only friends
people i use for those
i had a reason to stay, i no longer remember





i yern for understanding
doesn't any one undertstand
wont any one help?





my laughs and smiles are a shell
pain and agony are my soul
i wear my shell like a cloak, wrapped tightly around me





people say my heart is a blackhole
that i should learn to care
i say they should learn to understand





i lay awake wondering
should i live or die
try to live





why do i wan to live?
no one wantes me here
but in death...death...calls...constanly calling
~Dave [hijack182]





I knew something was wrong when my imaginary friends wouldn't talk to me...


On ThE OtHEr hAnD.........I hAvE dIffErEnt FiNgErS!!


Abc, LSD gummie bears are chasein me, up the halls and down the stairs get away you fucking bears!!!


a loser is a window washer on the 44th floor, who steps back to admire his work


silence is golden..but screaming is fun!


i tried to sniff coke once, but the ice cubes got stuck up my nose





guy: how old are you lil girl?
lil girl: eight
guy: eighteen alright
lil girl: MOMMY!!!!
guy: i like where this is goin alright


ROSES ARE RED
GRASS IS GREEN
OPEN YOUR LEGS
AND I'LL FILL
YOU WITH CREAM
SEX IS GOOD
SEX IS FINE
DOGGY STYLE
OR 69
JUST FOR FUN
OR GETTING PAID
EVERYONE LIKES
GETTING LAYED