[Why won't you listen?]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (5876 days ago)
4105  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-07-05
Written: (5878 days ago)

Kent:
Den Osynlige Mannen - The Invisible Man


           Fyll mig med luft igen          - Fill me with air again                 
Gör mig synlig                - It makes me visible
Du får gärna avsky mig         - You can detest me if you want
om det gör mig tydlig igen     - If it makes me clear again



Om du vill visa dig igen         - If you want to show yourself again
Om du vill komma hit igen     - If you want to come here again
Om du vill röra mig igen         - If you want to touch me again
Så måste jag vara i färg         - Then I must be in colour



Fyll mig med vatten min vän   - Fill me with water my friend
men håll mig flytande        - but keep me afloat
Jag låter dig avsky mig       - I let you detest me
     Det gör mig tydlig igen     - It makes me visible again



Om du vill visa dig igen         - If you want to show yourself again
Om du vill komma hit igen     - If you want to come here again
Om du vill röra mig igen         - If you want to touch me again
Så måste jag vara i färg      - Then I must be in colour


4103  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-07-05
Written: (5878 days ago)

Kent: About Golden Years


Sometimes it’s hard to make those noises disappear.
Inside my head, behind my eyes, between my ears.
You try to tell me it’s delusion and plain fear.
I close my eyes and just pretend I didn’t hear.

And I try.
Yes I try.
And I try so hard.
Time goes by,
Yes it flies when you try to catch a star.

I hate it when I’m sober and I love it when I’m drunk.
Everything is deadly, you get cancer in the sun.
I hear his voice and it is cigarettes and tears.
He is the thin, white duke singing about golden years

And I try.
Yes I try.
And I try so hard.
Time goes by,
Yes it flies when you try to catch a star.

4101  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

I wanna be the light that burns out your eyes
'cause I know there's little things about me
that would sing in the silence of so much rejection
in every connection I make
I can't find nobody home
I wanna be the last thing you hear when you're falling asleep....

4100  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

"Well you can't look where you're going if you don't know where you're going" - The Labyrinth

"The major difference between a thing that might go wrong and a thing that cannot possibly go wrong is that when a thing that cannot possibly go wrong goes wrong it usually turns out to be impossible to get at or repair." - Douglas Adams in Mostly Harmless

"No self-respecting trilogy should have more than four parts." - Arthur C. Clarke

"We despise all reverences and all objects of reverence which are outside the pale of our list of sacred things. And yet, with strange inconsistency, we are shocked when other people despise and defile the things which are holy to us." - Mark Twain


"I wanna be the last thing that you hear when you're falling asleep" - Counting Crows, 'Catapult'

"She turned me into a newt..." -Monty Python and the Quest for the Holy Grail

"You see, lad, every moment of pleasure has to be purchased by an equal moment of pain" - Star Trek: The Next Generation, Up the long Ladder

"The entire flaw in the bible is the notion that god is perfect" - Anne Rice, The tale of the Body Thief

"As long as everything is exactly the way I want it, I'm totally flexible" - The Gilmore Girls

"Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real." - Iris Murdoch (1919 - 1999)

4099  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Zim: What happened? How did you run out of fuel so quickly?
GIR: I emptied it out.
Zim: You emptied it? Why!?
GIR: Duh. To make room for the tuna.

"As I was saying, the universe is just doomed. Doomed. Doomed. Doomed...." -Ms. Bitters

"But I need tacos! I need them or I will explode. That happens to me sometimes." -GIR

“There’s a pigeon on you head. You’ve got head pigeons. Get the nurse before it spreads to the other children!” –Ms. Bitters

“When you were my students, I said you’d amount to nothing. And I was right. You’re NOTHING!” –Ms. Bitters

“You should have tried harder.” –Purple Tallest

“It’s not stupid, it’s advanced.” –Purple Tallest

“Let’s give a big cheer to Invader Zim for being so far away.” –Red Tallest

“Just cause I didn’t lock it it’s my fault it was unlocked?!”- Stupid green-eyed alien

“Hello friends! I am a perfectly normal human worm baby. You have nothing, absolutely nothing to fear from me. Just pay no attention to me and we’ll get along just fine.” -Zim

“Computer! Take me to the weasels!” –Zim

“You see at the end of this wormhole lies… A ROOM WITH A MOOSE!!!!” –Zim

"Why am I so AMAZING?!"-Zim

GIR: YAY!
Zim: No, GIR, that’s bad.

Zim: I don’t have time for this Dib! Your world may be in great danger.
Dib: Well, yeah. Your trying to destroy it. Remember?

Zim: Now, Dib, I leave you to your ... (thinks)
GIR: (offscreen) Moosey fate! (louder) Moosey fate!
Zim: (pure evil) Your moosey fate.

"Watch it carefully, GIR. (pause) Pretend it's a taco!" -Zim, a little exasperated

4098  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Beskyddaren - The Protector

I tried to be special
I am thin and shiny pale
But I was born with marks
I had almost forgotten
I wanted to be spiritual
A sparkling personality
but it requires that man has
genes and talent
and I don't have that

and it takes hundreds of years
to hide mistakes
I am light years away
deformed and squinting
and it stings like chlorine
like new sores on my mouth
the third class have
when everyone listens to you
can you protect me ?

I wanted to just flee from myself
cut away my ineptitude
but with my marks I forget
I am already judged
I wanted to be intellectual
widely-travelled, courteous,
disgustingly young
but my genes weigh too much
genes and abilities
everything was a mistake

and it takes hundreds of years
to hide mistakes
am light years from
deformed and squinting
and it stings like chlorine
like new sores on my mouth
the third class have
when everyone listens to you
can you protect me ?

can you protect me?
can you protect me?
can you protect me?
please protect me

4097  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

"Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head?
And does he sing to you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall?
Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes?
Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you.
Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched
and does he cry through broken sentences like "I love you far too much"?
Does he lay awake listening to your breath?
Worried that you smoke too many cigarettes.
Is he coughing now on a bathroom floor?
For every speck of tile there are a thousand more
that you won't ever see but must hold inside yourself eternally. "

bright eyes: the calendar hung itself

4096  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

A perfect substitute.

4095  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

and when the panic breaks out
you smile faintly
and whisper to me
you are worth dying for
But against rubber, glass and metal
a miracle doesn't mean a thing...

I'm keeping you alive
You're keeping me alive

I'm keeping you alive
You're keeping me alive

4094  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

It seems so easy, friend. Yet so incomprehensibly difficult.
A world built by men for the men where nothing ever has any value.
Except the memory of all that was ours.

4093  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

In your big heart the beats become small.
You touch my cheek so that I understand that there are only hours until you leave.

4092  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

I hate everything that bends and breaks.

4091  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Rosor & palmblad - Roses & Palm-leaves

Waiting always this waiting
From white to grey to black
This year was black
And the lilies fall from a window
In Västerås tonight
I hear your laughter

Over the plumes palm-leaves and crosses
That rattle there in the wind
That sounded like hoarse voices
From those who do the commercial
Chase zombies from out their graves
Give me something that feels

Longing always this longing
From here far away
Far far away
And the roses shed all the petals again
That cried them blood
Because life is so short

And people in the locked, quiet houses
Slightly open the curtain
And look out into the street
With eyes that are afraid
Of everything that can happen
Even though it already has happened

4090  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Like magic - a light you drown in
There are little tricks that make people give you more than you are worth...

4089  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Saker man ser - Things You See

Here under water I am blue
in the pool the world smells like chlorine
was it you that held too tight ?
or is it me that is too weak ?
was it you that got too wet ?
or is it me that is too slippery ?

My skin is white under my wristwatch
Down under the winter never ends
was it you that held too tight ?
or is it me that is too weak ?
was it you that got too wet ?
or is it me that is so slippery ?

It's just things that you see
It's just things that you know...

4087  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Thoughts freeze solid
I run with all my strength
You can lie behind
until your tears have dried
I leave everything I have
for a minute of warmth

4086  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

I am black and white inside.

4084  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

Everything I wanted to say
I forgot tonight
Everything I wanted to be
I kept always to myself.....

4083  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (5881 days ago)

I bit my tongue when you smiled.

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