Its me Lord of Thunder/ light eternal
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. If asked do you love me what would you say?
16. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?
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There you are heart as black as coal
The one who stands there with out a soul
taking everything you can
just to leave me where i stand
promises you made all unkept
gave me nightmares while i slept
you tried to kill me while i rest
now im down your at your best
this is the end my storie and now its through
looks like the end for me and not for you
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Whats my names Bradley i'm 16 and live in the U.S I play guitar baseball football boxing and love to skate board and snow board. I'm a pretty cool guy that likes to hang alot. I don't do the best accedemicly but i am realy good at what i do.

Hey whats up i'm 6"
Ever drank before- occasionaly
ever smoked before- never
done drugs- never
lied to a good freind- yeah
got in a fight before- lots of fights out side of boxing
ever hid from someone in particular- currently
Ever played with fire- Hell yah
Fav movie- One
Fav show- don't watch much of tv
Fav sport- baseball been playing 11 yrs now
I actualy play in a band now called Behmoth Unborn
Fav web page- ET no better place
Cooles people met on ET- to many
Person who i wish i didnt meat this year- Sprinkles dudes an ass
favorite people on elftown? get ready Baby Cake, Dragons Angel, Alexandra, Gods Warrior, Squrriel hunting buddy, Cheeky Girl, Nat_babe, Sierrsa,shiakra
    Just thoughts of own mind

..........**[**all in side my head**]...
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Theres somting new somthing that haunts my sleep my memorys are frail my dreams are my only bail from this place where i have come a new place that feels so dark but at the same time has so many meanings and feeling what to do is the question what im left with is the awnser

I have a headach one that causes so much pain i wish that i could take it all away but lost in the picture somthing drives me insaine is im not always perfect ill never attain that bit of perfection sometimes i want to end it this dream im still asleep in this wonder land of play i found all the reason for figuring out where im comming from

Do you ever find yourself waking at night to holly place or one with out light do wish that you were someone you are not or do ever wish someone was not you time and time again question that haunt my mind are questions left unawnserd but i think there all right

please some one awnser my riddle im so lost and confusid i wish that everything you think would be just another thing you said but the book stays closed demanding attention but never dares open and out of the dark i find a light somthing has told me where the awnser lies it comes at a price and heavy one too but who knows ill never give up the fight

you know sometimes i wonder were things best left unsaid i think ill never know and why am i such an open book it confuses me but i think that some how i know in the end that what has been said was meant to be said who said what was all apart of faiths hand i think to myself alot what has happend here was it preventable but you know i dont think it was the truth hurts sometime the overwelming feeling of satisfaction at the end of the day is hard to pass up yet seems to be a thing that happens so often i wonder do i care enough to care to much or maybe sometimes i wonder do i care at all ill never know for sure but one thing is for sure one day im going to figure out the awnser to this big question in my head and look back in time i wish i knew sooner

This is so amazing a world of colors a world of darkness why is it that somthing so beutiful can cause so much pain im still unsure but one thing is for sure it will always keep the same beauty

Theres a truth that not all can see only those who truly look hard enough will be able to tell in this truth you will learn that all of us were created equally its not what race you were born as its what u do with your life that determins it

In the night have you ever woke up sceaming have you ever woke up in a cold sweat ever wished you never woke up even in the morning when everything seems ok no ones around not even the people in your head your satisfaction comes from taking what isnt yours yet you still wake up and wish you were dead the truth is youve got one shot one hope on sence of closer everything else is just a temperary replacement every one can find it if they try some people try so hard they end up dying alone in there missure no one to help pick them off of the ground when there in so much pain cause they looked to hard yet those who choose not ot look at all are those ones who find them selves depressed and sad they find a temporary replacmen occasionaly but the truth is one day some day soon the its time to wake up stop dreaming

well thats the end of it my secrets been let out i can only thank the heavens that it did not alter the way i feel or the way other feel about me my only problem is i dont know what to think im so glad that its been let out yet somthing tells me theres more somthing doesnt feel right have i heard the truth or is it that pitty took its toll maybe ill never know but one things for sure if theres nothing i learn to do in this life then ive never learned anything.

Theres too many questions left unanwerd theres to many problems weighing life down and now there is somthing that walks throught the doo that makes everything seem allright

Im sorry for this and im sorry for that the result is sad cause the end maybe near sometime soon so close to another time the life given in hope and joy might be taken without a single fear no holding back pride intact nothings stoping it its only speeding up the inevitable thers always a chance that its not true maybe a hope that stops it before its too late but nothing is certain hope please hope for me

Music:Power Chords

ECGD
EBCG
EDAC
EFECGD just keeps going in that patern

lenght and timming
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favorite larics creed with arms wide open

well i just heard the news today seems my life is going to change i close my eyes begain to pray the tears of joy streem down my face with arms wide open under the sunlight welcome to this place ill show you everything with arms wide open with arms wide open well i dont know if i made it to be the man i have to be ill take a breath ill take her by my side were standing on weve created life
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 Behemeth Unborn one step of pride

dreaming in darkness waiting for your return but it never will come lost inside falling through life in question lost but never found standing still but falling into the fade eternal life is given to only those who believe theve earned it wheres my faith? you stole it shut me down lost if this prision i stare back at my memories lost and sad faceless faulter fading me fade this fadind me fade this darkness is what all that you bring to me fading away from me
The darkness crushing crushing all of my pride slowly slipping away from me fading away from me your fading walking away from shelter in the lonly cold of night you start to see all of that that you wanted before fading to this place this place that youve brought me the never ending sleep lies not far away but greeted like my best freind cause im ready for this to end
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    Stained Zoe Jane

Well i want you to notice when im not around i know that your eyes see straight through me and speak to me without a sound ?Chorus? and i want to hould you protect you from all of the things ive already endured and i want to show you to show you all of the things that life has in store for you ill always love you the way that a father should love his daughter / When i walked out this morning i cried as i walked to the door i cried about how long id be away for i cried about leaving you all alone ?Chourus? Sweet Zoe Jane (x2) ? so i wanted to say this cause i wouldn't know where ot begin to explain to you what i have been through to explain where your daddy has been Chourus Sweet Zoe Jane
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      Behemoth Unborn You

The greatest part of me has gone lost and bewildered i stare at the ground my heads throbbing of all your memories one last dream one last thought i thought i knew you were here still shining brightly like the moon in the over welming darkness but now its to late nothing can change i let you leave so easy forgeting everything that i once knew is now gone and nothings worth it id step in to darkness with arms held open if it ment another day with you failing my dreams could never come so easy as the time i watched you leave just like watching my soul be reaved from my body lying somewhere in between
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Creed- One
Affirmative may be justified
Take from one give to another
The goal is to be unified
Take my hand be my brother
The payment silenced the masses
Sanctified by oppression
Unity took a back seat
Sliding further in regression
One
The only way is one
I feel angry I feel helpless
Want to change the world
I feel violent I feel alone
Don't try and change my mind
Society blind by color
Why hold down one to raise another
Discrimination now on both sides
Seeds of hate blossom further
The world is heading for mutiny
When all we want is unity
We may rise and fall, but in the end
We meet our fate together
One
The only way is one
I feel angry I feel helpless
Want to change the world
I feel violent I feel alone
Don't try and change my mind
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  Behemoth Unborn Stand Down

The darkness starts to submerdge my every feeling consuming me right before i hit rock bottem im dreaming i must be
Stand Down
Stand Down
Stand Down your killing me
Stand Down before ive sliped away completly destroying me piece by PIECE
Stand Down
Stand Down YOUR KILLING ME
Im slowly falling i start to see the light staring back at ME
Now i can't believe im still here im lost with in the darkness in the cold winter night untill my feet hit the snow ive got to go no where left to run sanctuary slipping away i find my self
Stand Down
Stand Down
Stand Down your killing ME
Your KILLING ME
Falling from this place i start to see my failure i failed to be there i failed be there for you and now its over but there is no sorrow theres only one thing left i have to stay before go before im gone
STAND DOWN!
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linkin park- in the end
In The End

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
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Behemoth Unborn Shatterd
I wake up every morning i look into the mirrior where did i go how come i so far away i feel like im stuck with nothing but shatterd dreams and broken promises left behind in the shadows not excepting help i stand allone wishing the end to come but in reality self destructions not an option time has yet to come see it through see my own demise wondering restlesly through the ages cause i had left is now gone all my dreams are now shatterd and its time for this to end reconsile
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Green day Boulivard of Broken Dreams im puting this on for a friend who has half the song on hers

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!
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Smile Empty Souls this is war
i'm just a normal man
i wouldn't hurt nothing at all
but here we are

our leaders have a plan
i'd only kill if it's for them
now here we are

i drove in a car and flew in a plane
to come to your house and kick your door in
now it's down to this, it's just you and me
i'll blow your fucking head off for my country

i go to church and tithe - ??
i go to work in a suit and tie
but this is war
i'm really not sure why
but the tv says that you are wrong
now here we are

[chorus]

my feet hurt from the sand
but still i march on gun in hand
cause this is war
this isn't what i planned
i wanted to be so much more
but this is war
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Staind "Fill Me Up"

i just had to let you know
cuz i don't always let it show
you give me needed room to grow
and i just had to tell you so

[chorus]

you fill me up,
you're in my veins
a look could take my breath away
and all these things, you give away
sometimes i take for granted
it's just like poetry inside to hear you breathing by my side
like i'm in heaven and i've died
so glad you're with me for this ride

[chorus]

i see your face to start my day
makes all my bad dreams go away
and all the stupid games we play
wouldn't have it any other way

[chorus (x2)]
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Staind "Yesterday"

you don't know what you've put me through
it's okay, i've forgiven you
but in some way, hope it fucks with you
hope it fucks with you

[pre-chorus]
that i'm okay and i've made it through
but who's to say what you're going through
i'll say no names, though i've wanted to
isn't it strange how it seems like...

[chorus]
yesterday, a boy and already afraid
locked deep inside, my place to hide
to hide from how you made me feel
and i wonder how's your brother
did he end up fucked up like me?
lost in himself, crying for help it's safe to say
i learned to live without a pride
just a shell, with me stuck on the inside
a prison, not a place to hide
not a place to hide

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]
[chorus (altered)]
yesterday, a boy and already afraid
locked deep inside, my place to hide
to hide from how you made me feel
and i wonder how's your brother
did he finally pull through like me?
finding himself, not needing help
i'd like to say
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Youth Of The Nation
P.O.D. - Satellite

Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would’ve known
Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye

I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared

Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school

But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn’t hear nothing

Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don’t really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it’s because

chorus:
We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel

Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself

She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces

Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool

He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide

It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then

You cross the line and there’s no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

chorus

Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don’t take away the pain

That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies
Don’t nobody know why
It’s the blind leading the blind

I guess that’s the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody’s got to know

There’s got to be more to life than this
There’s got to be more to everything
I thought exists

chorus
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STAIND LYRICS

"For You"

To my mother, to my father,
It's your son or it's your daughter,
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhwere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!

The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions

'Cause I sit here locked
inside my head remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast!

All your insults and your curses make
me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing but
you made me so do something
'Cause I'm fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence get us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast
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Ramstein Amerika

We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika

Wenn getanzt wird will ich führen
auch wenn ihr euch alleine dreht
Lasst euch ein wenig kontrollieren
Ich zeige euch wie es richtig geht
Wir bilden einen lieben Reigen
Die Freiheit spielt auf allen Geigen
Musik kommt aus dem Weißen Haus
und vor Paris steht Micky Maus


We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika


Ich kenne Schritte die sehr nützen
und werde euch vor Fehltritt schützen
Und wer nicht tanzen will am Schluss
weiß noch nicht dass er tanzen muss
Wir bilden einen lieben Reigen
Ich werde euch die Richtung zeigen
Nach Afrika kommt Santa Claus
und vor Paris steht Micky Maus


We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika


We're all living in Amerika
Coca-Cola, Wonderbra
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika


This is not a love song
This is not a love song
I don't sing my mother tongue
No, this is not a love song


We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika


We're all living in Amerika
Coca-Cola, sometimes war
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika
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slipknot duality
(I push my fingers into my) Eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But its made of all the things I have to take
Jesus it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I waited as my times elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess Ill save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
Youre left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pains goes on I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality
Is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But its made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got!
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got!
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But its made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got!
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got!
All I've gone is insane!
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Behemoth Unborn-Deaths Inocent
uploading song soon