Dang it! Im sick.... thats what I get for talking on the phone, outside, in the dark. when its windy, in the rain, wet, for four hours or so....*sigh*

I hope [Hedda] knows how much fear he puts into me. Im terrified of athority (bad experince of being pulled over by a cop). I never use to be.... but Ive been this way for about half a year.... You should see me when there is cops around....