Losing my virginity


I believe I found him, as crazy as it may sound, the one. The one that I could live my life with. I have never felt so strongly about someone before. Am I in love... No I couldn't be... After all I just met the guy... But he is so great... Yet he also took my virginity... Is it love... well... It just couldn't be... I am so messed up right now... He is leaving for the national guard and I will be alone... But he will return and I will be happy again... Why must he be eighteen... two little digits 1-8 can make a decision on whether or not we can be together... Shit I am so confused.

12/5/05
Brown County Case Number 2005CF000954
That's my dads case number^^^^^. I really hope he gets out before christmas. I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!~*&*~Jazzy~*&*~!