[Why won't you listen?]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

It seems so easy, friend. Yet so incomprehensibly difficult.
A world built by men for the men where nothing ever has any value.
Except the memory of all that was ours.

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

In your big heart the beats become small.
You touch my cheek so that I understand that there are only hours until you leave.

4092  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

I hate everything that bends and breaks.

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Rosor & palmblad - Roses & Palm-leaves

Waiting always this waiting
From white to grey to black
This year was black
And the lilies fall from a window
In Västerås tonight
I hear your laughter

Over the plumes palm-leaves and crosses
That rattle there in the wind
That sounded like hoarse voices
From those who do the commercial
Chase zombies from out their graves
Give me something that feels

Longing always this longing
From here far away
Far far away
And the roses shed all the petals again
That cried them blood
Because life is so short

And people in the locked, quiet houses
Slightly open the curtain
And look out into the street
With eyes that are afraid
Of everything that can happen
Even though it already has happened

4090  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Like magic - a light you drown in
There are little tricks that make people give you more than you are worth...

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Saker man ser - Things You See

Here under water I am blue
in the pool the world smells like chlorine
was it you that held too tight ?
or is it me that is too weak ?
was it you that got too wet ?
or is it me that is too slippery ?

My skin is white under my wristwatch
Down under the winter never ends
was it you that held too tight ?
or is it me that is too weak ?
was it you that got too wet ?
or is it me that is so slippery ?

It's just things that you see
It's just things that you know...

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Thoughts freeze solid
I run with all my strength
You can lie behind
until your tears have dried
I leave everything I have
for a minute of warmth

4086  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

I am black and white inside.

4084  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Everything I wanted to say
I forgot tonight
Everything I wanted to be
I kept always to myself.....

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

I bit my tongue when you smiled.

4082  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Is that you there
or is that someone who resembles you somewhere?

4081  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

And when we see each other around
It is through your
Righteous blue
I even looked at myself
Through your eyes
And I hate it so....

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

you, you, you make me whole.

4078  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

My indie-heart pounds and pounds and pounds. . .

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Give me a winter-drug
Give me all you’ve got

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

You gave me a chance to tell you
all the things I never said
You gave me a chance to give you
all the things I never gave you


The small small words are hard words
and the hard words are simple words

4075  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

You stroke your fingers
lightly against my cheek

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

It's not the shadows by the red lights
that makes my skin crawl late at night.
It's your quiet heart and your silence
as your teardrops stain my sheets.

4073  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

She is waving out of the window,
her smile is red as a wound.
And my quiet heart goes to pieces.
It's been a lonely year in this room,
and I will not ignore you like before.
My january promises are more than words softly spoken.

And everything I told you was stolen from a book.
I read something about kisses in a science magazine.
Something they can't capture in the sweetest movie scenes.

4072  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

Now I found a way to make you smile
Pretending I am someone else
Cause I really missed your smile
More than I missed myself
You found a way to keep it inside
To a point where you can't feel a thing
And silence suits us fine
Cause we are not listening
No, we're not listening

4071  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6480 days ago)

And you tried to tell me how you feel.
I couldn't hear you say a thing.
You tried to tell me how you feel.
I wasn't listening, I wasn't listening.

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